hold on to your heavy heart this time i think we'll make it through one word before we start lets try our best to make it new go forth and gather youself up take your love and give it all away with any luck it will find its way to you again on a some dark and cold and lonely and fateful day unsaid as the thought thats you kept to your self unread like the books left gathering dust up on your shelf go forth and gather youself up take your love and give it all away with any luck it will find its way to you again on a some dark and cold and lonely and fateful day tell yourself it will be ok fragile as a fabrige bluer than the epponymous jay while clouds above such an ominous gray as elegant as a tv tray or a thesis to a punk rock essay a pigeon to their bird of prey the sea gulls screaming at the bay all the prophets whove been lead astray or pauses left in a family way the message of hope we could not convey just dissapointment without delay all the fears you could not allay all the tears you would wipe away so save em up for a rainy day like those three little words that you'd never say your better angels were on display replete with childish naivete you were the costs i could not defray or the hell that we would one day pay your best attempts not to betray those secrets held in dossiers you were the loner to my jfk now someone call the cia the lizard people to my greys mysterious and vast as the milky way or the consequences we never weigh those games we tried hard not to play all the rules that we would disobey much to our mothers dismay oblivious as your fathers toupee and the welcomes that we'd overstay take me to the sweet soiree let your love be my attache we can talk it out or just hit the hay pray for a tomorrow better than today as miserable as the 17th of may or the leftovers we set out for the stray so send out a communique queer as in fuck you, im them and they anachronistic as bombay corpses cought in eternal ballet while the ladders of our DNA lie twisted up in acidic array our passions we found oh so passe slaves to all our social mores the day we die and turn back to clay left eponential in our decay all the gods to whom we'd never pray or the dragons that we'd never slay will one day come and make everything alright

Wake up to the smell of blood and it's tinny taste lingering on my tongue Oh my stars where have I been and what have I become Celebrate your sadness with another stupid song Anticipate the every awful thing that ever could go wrong Would you follow your heart to the ends of the earth And be content to watch it die Is everyone you've ever loved Just a reason to hate goodbyes I know summer ain't the same Without a sweetheart by your side But fuck if I know where they're at I'm just lucky to be alive While everyone left looking for a reason to get out of bed You're fuckin around flirting with every little demon left in your head Self destruction manifestos man I've made a few in my time Introduction to the world of the bittersweet and sublime Would you follow your heart to the ends of the earth And be content to watch it die Is everyone you've ever loved Just a reason to hate goodbyes I know summer ain't the same Without a sweetheart by your side But fuck if I know where they're at I'm just lucky to be alive

I heard your name last week at a party somewhere out there on the east side of town I was like yeah I know that one and you can bet your shit that girl don't fuck around They said your boy had been stepping out you had had enough of his shit and you were through And I stared at your name on my phone thinking I should write I should call I should really talk to you But baby (baby) Baby (baby) Don't expect that boy to be back again Just call my name (call my name) I'll come runnin back as fast as I can Loneliness (loneliness) Is a jail that's so fucking hard to break Just call my name (call my name) We can be your your greatest little mistake I think it's been about a year since I've your face without the aid of a computer screen I take what I can get but when they say absence makes the heart grow fonder I've no clue what they mean Because fondness is the furthest you could possibly get from the feelings you foster for former friends I'm not sure I'll find a fitting line about you I just don't where to start or where to end But baby (baby) Baby (baby) Don't expect that boy to be back again Just call my name (call my name) I'll come runnin back as fast as I can Loneliness (loneliness) Is a prison that's so fucking hard to break Just call my name (call my name) We can be your your greatest little mistake